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Name: Bianca
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Boys...I like the mall music (Avril Lavigne, Ashlee Simpson, Ryan Cabrera, Fefe Dobson, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Ozzy, A Perfect Circle, and many many more) I like watching my shows like One Tree Hill, Smallville, Phil Of The Future, Degrassi, RFR, and My So-Called Life.
Expertise: People tell me I'm good at: Singing, dancing, cheering people up, and making people laugh. But other than that I don't know.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  XxhotcalichikxX
Member Since:
8/27/2004
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| - 3:AMOkay...today was...Bad/good. I saw Kris....(Plus side) My friend from class got shot over the weekend. (Downside) And the stupid kids in class were laughing about it. I got detention for punching one of them in the face, ( I was mad! what can I say?) I'm not serving it! So yeah...It was okay today. ARGH! EVERYONE IS BUGGING ME RIGHT NOW! I don't know why. Am I depressed cuz he died or something?! He was on one of those stupid gangs! I told him to get out of it and he was going to! I helped him realized how stupid it was! Why fight over what color you like more?! Huh?! That's STUPID! Argh! Just...err! I don't get it! I don't see why he was in it in the first place! Just! ERR! I'm going to go! Talk to you guys later! Buh bye! | | |
| - 3:AMHeylo peoples! I've had a really good weekend. I spent it with Vickie...Of course! We've been obsessing over the band Busted the past 3 or 4 days! OMG! I wish I could meet them so bad! "I'd snog 'em!" LMAO! Ahh! They're CD is fucking awesome! Well...I'm not celebrating Halloween this year. Normally I do something. Not this year....suprisingly! Instead I went to the mall with Vickie. It was so fun! We went and got these really cute matching shirts from Hollister and mines a light blue and hers is like a greenish blue. And then we got these HELLA cute belts. They're like that checkered type stuff. I love 'em! And then there was this guy HELLA checking Vickie out. But he wasn't cute. I couldn't stop laughing though. And Vickie got the cutest freaking sweatshirt and etnies shirt! AHH! I'm listening to "Crashed the Wedding" And DAMN! Charlie sounds so good! Ahh! I saw them on their website when me and Vickie first went to it and "I was like Damn!" LMAO! Well I'm going to go now and listen to the CD and talk to my baby boy. (Kris)...If he'll answer....*tear* AHH! I love this song! "3:AM" AWESOME! Going now...Buh byez!  | | |
| What time did you go to bed last night?
10ish
What time did you wake up this morning?
late, I was being lazy
Do you know what woke you up?
My alarm and the light
Who was the first person you saw this morning?Vickie
What was the first song you listened to today?
Skye Sweetnam-I don't care
Who was the first person you thought about
when you woke?
...HEhe...Kris
Who did you talk to first today?
Vickie
What did you have for dinner last night?:
uhhh...I forgot
Who made it?: How can I answer that if I forgot?
Did you enjoy it?:
Same as before^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
What did you do after dinner?:
Got on the comp?
Did you go anywhere today?: School and Taco Jaliscos with Kris and Vickie
Did you make/receive any phone calls today?
I called one person
What song/tune have you got in your head?
Yellowcard-Life of a salesman
What did you wish when you woke up this
morning?
That I didn't have to wake up...I wanted to sleep in | | |
| - That Was Then currents
current clothing: Pajama pants and a white shirt
current mood: Mad
current taste: Mac-n-cheese
current hair: Up
current annoyance: Josh and Jackie
current smell: Nothing?
current thing you ought to be doing: ....Nothing *looks around* What?! I'm not lying!....*looks down*
current jewelry: My necklace and my double bracelet thingy
current book: None
current refreshment: Nothing
current worry: Josh
current crush: Kris....Hehehehe
current favorite celebrity: A lot...hehehe...Ryan....Jesse....Chad....You know....the hott ones
current longing: happyness
current music: Jesse McCartney-Without U
current wish: Can't say...then it won't come true....Shhhh
current lyric in your head: What are you doing up against that wall you know you wanna dance. (J mac-Get your shine on)
current makeup (if you're a girl!): None....Suprisingly
current undergarments: What do you think?
current regret: James
current desktop picture: An ugly car
current plans for tonight/weekend: Tonight...Watch Smallville....Tom shirtless *gawk*...This weekend go to the mall with Vickie and Kris
current cuss word du jour: Shit fuck bitch ass bastard? IS that enough?
current disappointment: Josh and the way he's acting
current amusement: The reactions I got to my outfit today
current IM/person you're talking to: No one
current love: Not in love..Wait....Jesse McCartney...Hehehe
current obsession: MY SHOES! Mwahahaha! DON"T STEP ON THEM! I KILL YOU!
current avoidance: Telling Brandon what he wants to know
current thing or things on your wall: PIctures of friends and Family
current favorite book: Speak Holes and Fearless
current favorite movie: Eurptrip and A Walk to Remember | | |
| I don't know what's wrong with me...It's something. I have my friends...I have my family....My family (never there) don't know how I'm feeling. My friends (Vickie) Always knows what's up with me. I don't even know what's up with me right now. I just something...I don't know what it is...I just...I don't know...Something is wrong. I don't know what it is. Help? That's all I can say right now. I miss Gerardo. I miss Laura. I miss Vickie. I miss when my mom was there. I miss being happy. Like...I am happy...But only when I'm with Vickie and Kris. But That's rare. I'm never around Kris out of school. And Vickie I only see her on the weekends. I don't want sympathy, I just want help. I lay down at night (almost everynight) crying...Not knowing why. I need a cure for this pain I have. I have no cure. No one does. I'm told what I say and do is stupid. I'm told to shut up because I'm immature and childish. When in fact that I'm more mature than half the people I know. If I knew what was wrong I'd say it. I'd tell you. I'd ask you to help and talk me through it. People tell me I need a counslor/anger management. HA! That never worked. A lot of people don't know my past. Like you, (whomever is reading) You don't know what I used to do. You don't know a lot about me, I have my times when I'm happy. I have my times when I'm sad. This is my sad/depressed time. I don't know why. If you knew and could tell me...I'd ask you, but you don't either. Don't mind me...I'm just being stupid. I don't know why I'm going to you with my problems. I have no one else to go to I guess..So I'll go. I'll write later when I find some answers. Buh bye... | | |
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